Im leaving in 21 hours for Manila.....For some reason, my excited spirit is dampened by a few things....
1. I have this bad rash on my face since this morning....(Why this time? Of all time!)
2. I have a fever right now...
3. Ive been so stressed at work lately. For the first time in all my holidays, my boss is giving me a difficult time just because of an extra day I asked.
4.Ive gained weight this week because of the many consecutive parties Ive attended.
5. I cant find my Ipod case..
6. An ex-bf is bugging me.
7. Friends in Manila are all complaining about the heat there right now.Im so worried that my migraine attacks will get worse.
8. I realized that Ive exceeded baggage allowance again. No one could drive me to the station so i'd have to bring all my bags to the airport and have to go up and down a lot of stairs for my train transfer.
9.I havent fully cleaned my house and given my present condition, I dont think I could manage to do it before i leave.
10. I cant find my checkbook.Shoot.
Ohhh......Ive been waiting for this trip since January. Please, God. Let this trip be good. Ive had some bad memories of my last trip in the Philippines. I want to replace those memories with good ones. I want to look forward to going home again.
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
My Husband Wish List
I had a very nice conversation today with my bestfriend Joyce over the phone. We were talking about marriage and our husband wish lists. From last year till earlier this year, i was so eager to get married already. ALL my friends knew that. I guess I put too much pressure on myself since my "deadline" for getting married...my target date...is coming soon....4 more months.....And this made me very depressed earlier this year. I had a "just-in-case" guy for a long time. We watched the movie, My Bestfriend's wedding together a few years ago. After that, we talked that when Im 28, and he's 31, and we're both not in a relationship, then we'll just get married. After my last bf, I chose to be more careful and discerning before I enter another relationship. I guess I got so tired of all the games played. So, I enjoyed being single and dating every now and then for 3 years. Anyway, this year, I realized that although I thought the "Bestfriend's Wedding Guy" was a good husband material, I was wrong. I realized he wouldnt be a good husband....at least not for me.....So, the major cause of my depression was losing my "Just in Case". You see, I am an achiever. Ive achieved everything I have planned since i was young. I have planned my life too much.
By 21, I left home and was on my own and had a good,stable job.
By 22, I left the Philippines, and lived in a foreign country on my own.
By 23, I finished a course in a university in Japan and found a good job.
by 24, I became head teacher in my school and was very successful career-wise
by 25, I bought my own house
by 26, I bought a car and some properties for my family
by 27, Ive traveled to 27 countries in the world...all places ive listed in my diary 13 years ago
by 28.....I'll be married......
That's what made it depressing! I'll be 29 in 3.5 months' time and it seems I will not be able to accomplish that goal.
After a lot of therapy, counseling, million chats w friends, countless phone calls, tremendous shopping, lots and lots of prayers, and new friends who came into my life these past 2 months, I've gotten over my depression.
Last Sunday, at the Shimoyoneda Spring festival, my friends Gold,Ricky,Yuko and Kaori were talking about me in the room while I was taking a nap. They were talking about my "current lovelife".hahaha. And everyone....not just them...but EVERYONE...friends from all over the world are telling me the same thing.....DO NOT HURRY.TAKE IT SLOW. hahaha.
These are my friends talking about the things i will give up when i get married too soon...hahaha
I was in the same room and woke up from my nap...Couldnt help but laugh after hearing all their comments.haha.
Yes, yes. I know. This is very clear to me now. I will not hurry. I will not plan anymore. I will not set a date anymore(Yes, I planned my whole wedding already....a long time ago........ wedding date, wedding gown, motiff, entourage, songs,honeymoon,venue....everything.....Now the only problem is the GROOM.hahaha).
Most of my friends know that I am a control freak.....I am very driven and very stubborn. If I want something, i definitely need to get it. No Buts, No ifs. I WILL GET IT.....But It's different now. God is the driver and I am the passenger. Ive given him the pen to write my love story now. I am not writing anything anymore. It's up to HIM. If He wants me to get married, he'll pick him out for me.
I know Im entrusting everything to God now...but i still have my wish list. So that God wouldnt have a "difficult" time finding The One for me. Hahaha. it's a wish list. It's up to God to give it to me If he thinks this kind of man will help me grow and be the best person he wants me to be.
My Wish List for a Husband
1.Someone God-Fearing and Spiritual
2.Someone Funny and who i can talk with about anything under the sun 24/7.
3.Someone who will pamper me and "baby" me tremendously.
4.Someone who likes travelling.
5.Someone who shares my passion for some of the sports I like to do.
6.Someone who has a good,stable job who can provide for me and for our family.
7.Someone decent-looking.....not necessarily drop dead gorgeous...but preferably someone who has good genes so that our children will turn out cute! haha.
8.Someone strong-minded and who is a good leader. Im very independent and Ive a strong personality. He must be able to keep up with me.
9.Someone smart. Someone i can learn things from. Someone who can impress me intellectually.
10.Someone who isnt a workaholic. Who will make me and our family his priority after God.
Oh No. There is someone like this out there .....right? Hahaha.
Oh God. Please hurry. Hahaha. No, no. Take your time, God. But not too long.......please? Hahahaha.
Cheers everyone! Would love to know your wish lists!
By 21, I left home and was on my own and had a good,stable job.
By 22, I left the Philippines, and lived in a foreign country on my own.
By 23, I finished a course in a university in Japan and found a good job.
by 24, I became head teacher in my school and was very successful career-wise
by 25, I bought my own house
by 26, I bought a car and some properties for my family
by 27, Ive traveled to 27 countries in the world...all places ive listed in my diary 13 years ago
by 28.....I'll be married......
That's what made it depressing! I'll be 29 in 3.5 months' time and it seems I will not be able to accomplish that goal.
After a lot of therapy, counseling, million chats w friends, countless phone calls, tremendous shopping, lots and lots of prayers, and new friends who came into my life these past 2 months, I've gotten over my depression.
Last Sunday, at the Shimoyoneda Spring festival, my friends Gold,Ricky,Yuko and Kaori were talking about me in the room while I was taking a nap. They were talking about my "current lovelife".hahaha. And everyone....not just them...but EVERYONE...friends from all over the world are telling me the same thing.....DO NOT HURRY.TAKE IT SLOW. hahaha.
These are my friends talking about the things i will give up when i get married too soon...hahaha
I was in the same room and woke up from my nap...Couldnt help but laugh after hearing all their comments.haha.
Yes, yes. I know. This is very clear to me now. I will not hurry. I will not plan anymore. I will not set a date anymore(Yes, I planned my whole wedding already....a long time ago........ wedding date, wedding gown, motiff, entourage, songs,honeymoon,venue....everything.....Now the only problem is the GROOM.hahaha).
Most of my friends know that I am a control freak.....I am very driven and very stubborn. If I want something, i definitely need to get it. No Buts, No ifs. I WILL GET IT.....But It's different now. God is the driver and I am the passenger. Ive given him the pen to write my love story now. I am not writing anything anymore. It's up to HIM. If He wants me to get married, he'll pick him out for me.
I know Im entrusting everything to God now...but i still have my wish list. So that God wouldnt have a "difficult" time finding The One for me. Hahaha. it's a wish list. It's up to God to give it to me If he thinks this kind of man will help me grow and be the best person he wants me to be.
My Wish List for a Husband
1.Someone God-Fearing and Spiritual
2.Someone Funny and who i can talk with about anything under the sun 24/7.
3.Someone who will pamper me and "baby" me tremendously.
4.Someone who likes travelling.
5.Someone who shares my passion for some of the sports I like to do.
6.Someone who has a good,stable job who can provide for me and for our family.
7.Someone decent-looking.....not necessarily drop dead gorgeous...but preferably someone who has good genes so that our children will turn out cute! haha.
8.Someone strong-minded and who is a good leader. Im very independent and Ive a strong personality. He must be able to keep up with me.
9.Someone smart. Someone i can learn things from. Someone who can impress me intellectually.
10.Someone who isnt a workaholic. Who will make me and our family his priority after God.
Oh No. There is someone like this out there .....right? Hahaha.
Oh God. Please hurry. Hahaha. No, no. Take your time, God. But not too long.......please? Hahahaha.
Cheers everyone! Would love to know your wish lists!
Friday, March 7, 2008
Why I Love My Friends
I went on a blind group date last Saturday, in Sakae, Nagoya. It's been awhile that Ive been on a group blind date. Since Yuko, my co worker, realized I was quite not myself after I got back from my holiday in the Philippines this year, she organized this date for us. Knowing me, of course, i told/emailed almost all my friends about it. Hahaha. And they were all excited for me. Hoping that i could finally meet my "prince" this time. i think they were actually more excited than me. haha. 2 days before, 1 day before and on the date itself.... these are what they did.
1. Farida mailed me to tell me I have to wear that pink stoned necklace she gave me for my birthday as a lucky charm! and since she's a die hard believer of Feng Shui, she insisted that i clean my house before i go on the date! for good vibes! Haha.
2. Kaori came over to tell me I should use the Lush body butter she gave me last year for luck and to smell irresistible.
3. Joyce called me to wish me luck and to tell to contain my excitement.
4. I got a call from a good friend in Europe to remind me to just be myself coz i tend to talk too much when i get too excited.hahaha.
5. Another Japanese friend came over to tell me to read the "love book" she gave me for Christmas to "set the mood".
6. My two Japanese bosses eagerly drove me to the station to make sure i won't be late for the date.
7. One of my adult students and some new friends here were mailing me a few hours before the date for encouragement and to cheer me!
8. Yuko asked me to send her a picture of what I'll wear so she can give comments about it. Then she boosted my confidence after she saw what i wore.
9. Gold and Ricky were so supportive. Again telling me to be myself and to just have fun regardless of whether I like my date/s or not.
10. Another friend texted to tell me it's okay to make the first move! Coz some men could be really shy. hahaha! sorry, Im not following this advice. Im sticking with my principles,baby. No first move coming from me. I always believe that WHEN MEN WANT YOU,THEY DO THE WORK.IT SOUNDS OLD SCHOOL, BUT WHEN MEN LIKE WOMEN, THEY ASK THEM OUT. hahaha.
As expected, I got a lot of emails and text messages after my date. Everyone--friends, colleagues,neighbors,bosses,students....... from all over the world.....asking how the date went. hahaha.
The date was okay. it's too early to tell. i had fun! met a lot of interesting people. i didnt give my number to anyone. But 2 guys and some whom I quite fancied gave me their numbers. let's see.....
Im back in the game, baby. Hahaha.:)
1. Farida mailed me to tell me I have to wear that pink stoned necklace she gave me for my birthday as a lucky charm! and since she's a die hard believer of Feng Shui, she insisted that i clean my house before i go on the date! for good vibes! Haha.
2. Kaori came over to tell me I should use the Lush body butter she gave me last year for luck and to smell irresistible.
3. Joyce called me to wish me luck and to tell to contain my excitement.
4. I got a call from a good friend in Europe to remind me to just be myself coz i tend to talk too much when i get too excited.hahaha.
5. Another Japanese friend came over to tell me to read the "love book" she gave me for Christmas to "set the mood".
6. My two Japanese bosses eagerly drove me to the station to make sure i won't be late for the date.
7. One of my adult students and some new friends here were mailing me a few hours before the date for encouragement and to cheer me!
8. Yuko asked me to send her a picture of what I'll wear so she can give comments about it. Then she boosted my confidence after she saw what i wore.
9. Gold and Ricky were so supportive. Again telling me to be myself and to just have fun regardless of whether I like my date/s or not.
10. Another friend texted to tell me it's okay to make the first move! Coz some men could be really shy. hahaha! sorry, Im not following this advice. Im sticking with my principles,baby. No first move coming from me. I always believe that WHEN MEN WANT YOU,THEY DO THE WORK.IT SOUNDS OLD SCHOOL, BUT WHEN MEN LIKE WOMEN, THEY ASK THEM OUT. hahaha.
As expected, I got a lot of emails and text messages after my date. Everyone--friends, colleagues,neighbors,bosses,students....... from all over the world.....asking how the date went. hahaha.
The date was okay. it's too early to tell. i had fun! met a lot of interesting people. i didnt give my number to anyone. But 2 guys and some whom I quite fancied gave me their numbers. let's see.....
Im back in the game, baby. Hahaha.:)
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
10 Things I Will NOT Apologize For.
1. I will not apologize for all my "drama". when i was younger, i needed drama commensurate to my hormonal level. Now, Im older, and I'd like to believe Im wiser and not easily influenced by my hormones anymore...... i need it coz i wouldnt be Me without all my drama!haha.
That's me, i cry a lot and i laugh a lot. I laugh at simple things. i cry at simple things. Take it or leave it.
2.I will not apologize for answering the phone when my bestfriend Joyce calls. Unless Im working or Im in a theater, i will answer her call. regardless of who Im with. Do not argue with me or act irritated coz I will not trade 18 years of good, quality friendship to please mere acquaintances.
3. I will not apologize for taking brief naps during the day. I know how my body works and I need to recharge every few hours coz Im always hyperactive.At work and at play.
4.I will not apologize for pampering myself and indulging in some luxuries every now and then. I work hard. I deserve it.
5.I will not apologize for not replying immediately to some emails unless it's a life and death situation kind of email. I am a very busy person.
6.I will not apologize for apologizing too much most of the time. hahaha. I have been living in Japan for 7 years now. That's part of the culture i have adapted.
7.I will not apologize for not being tech-savvy. I have good friends who spoil me and will do the work for me anytime. Do not take it against me that I have weaknesses. And technology is definitely one of them!
8.I will not apologize for making someone wait if they come to my place without calling.
9.I will not apologize for not answering the phone or the door when Im sleeping.
10.I will not apologize if i dont have presents for everyone after a trip. i have learned that It's much better to give to gracious people than people who wouldnt even consider the time, effort and energy it took you to bring that thing,no matter how small. Any backpacker knows how tough it is to try to squeeze your stuff in a 120L backpack!Hahaha!
What are some of the things you won't apologize for?
That's me, i cry a lot and i laugh a lot. I laugh at simple things. i cry at simple things. Take it or leave it.
2.I will not apologize for answering the phone when my bestfriend Joyce calls. Unless Im working or Im in a theater, i will answer her call. regardless of who Im with. Do not argue with me or act irritated coz I will not trade 18 years of good, quality friendship to please mere acquaintances.
3. I will not apologize for taking brief naps during the day. I know how my body works and I need to recharge every few hours coz Im always hyperactive.At work and at play.
4.I will not apologize for pampering myself and indulging in some luxuries every now and then. I work hard. I deserve it.
5.I will not apologize for not replying immediately to some emails unless it's a life and death situation kind of email. I am a very busy person.
6.I will not apologize for apologizing too much most of the time. hahaha. I have been living in Japan for 7 years now. That's part of the culture i have adapted.
7.I will not apologize for not being tech-savvy. I have good friends who spoil me and will do the work for me anytime. Do not take it against me that I have weaknesses. And technology is definitely one of them!
8.I will not apologize for making someone wait if they come to my place without calling.
9.I will not apologize for not answering the phone or the door when Im sleeping.
10.I will not apologize if i dont have presents for everyone after a trip. i have learned that It's much better to give to gracious people than people who wouldnt even consider the time, effort and energy it took you to bring that thing,no matter how small. Any backpacker knows how tough it is to try to squeeze your stuff in a 120L backpack!Hahaha!
What are some of the things you won't apologize for?
Friday, February 15, 2008
Happy Valentine's Day!
It's Valentine's Day! I have been going through a lot for the past 6 weeks. Painful stuff.Confusing stuff.
Im not in a romantic relationship right now. But 10 things made me very happy today.
1. My boss agreed to all the conditions ive asked before I renew my contract.
2.Im going home again in 70 days' time! yey!
3.I received emails from people I havent been in touch with recently.
4.My bestfriend Joyce called me and planned our summer escapades in the Philippines!
5.Someone I thought Ive hurt/disappointed called me and told me he totally understands my situation.
6.Gold, Ricky and i had a great valentine's dinner and drink
7. Kaori and Kei visited me and had a very interesting talk.
8. Had a good talk with Dada about our life plans.
9. Someone gave me a nice, sweet gift.
10. Someone i really like called me and greeted me! yey!
Life is great! Even without a man! Especially without a man --with issues! Haha!
Happy Valentine's Day, you all! Cheers!
Im not in a romantic relationship right now. But 10 things made me very happy today.
1. My boss agreed to all the conditions ive asked before I renew my contract.
2.Im going home again in 70 days' time! yey!
3.I received emails from people I havent been in touch with recently.
4.My bestfriend Joyce called me and planned our summer escapades in the Philippines!
5.Someone I thought Ive hurt/disappointed called me and told me he totally understands my situation.
6.Gold, Ricky and i had a great valentine's dinner and drink
7. Kaori and Kei visited me and had a very interesting talk.
8. Had a good talk with Dada about our life plans.
9. Someone gave me a nice, sweet gift.
10. Someone i really like called me and greeted me! yey!
Life is great! Even without a man! Especially without a man --with issues! Haha!
Happy Valentine's Day, you all! Cheers!
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
10 xmas gifts for me ideas
It's Dec 12 and about 20 people has already asked me what i would want for Christmas. I always say the same thing...anything...well,Someone pointed out that "anything" is difficult. well, Yes, sure.
You see, unlike some people I know, im not very hard to please when it comes to gifts.i appreciate everything.Seriously. I always think that it's the thought that counts.
But since a lot of people are asking...here's a list of gifts i would like to receive...
1.A good,nice waterproof mascara
2.A Spa/massage/facial gift certificate
3.Anything I can use when traveling (nail care travel set,document organizers,compact bags,compact umbrellas, anything portable, etc.)
4.Any book by Dave Barry/Robert Kiyosaki
5.A Western/Eastern Europe and Morocco/Tunisia/Egypt Lonely Planet
6.Any thing I can use while doing sports(except socks..ive a superstitious belief against sock giving) towels,shirts,caps,money and water belt
7.Anything good for dieting(tea,vinegar,cellulite removers/rollers)
8.Anything good for the skin(lotion/toner/sunscreen)
9.Vegetarian Recipe book
10.hair accessories
Im not expecting any gifts.but since you really wanted to know, well, that's my wish list! :)
You see, unlike some people I know, im not very hard to please when it comes to gifts.i appreciate everything.Seriously. I always think that it's the thought that counts.
But since a lot of people are asking...here's a list of gifts i would like to receive...
1.A good,nice waterproof mascara
2.A Spa/massage/facial gift certificate
3.Anything I can use when traveling (nail care travel set,document organizers,compact bags,compact umbrellas, anything portable, etc.)
4.Any book by Dave Barry/Robert Kiyosaki
5.A Western/Eastern Europe and Morocco/Tunisia/Egypt Lonely Planet
6.Any thing I can use while doing sports(except socks..ive a superstitious belief against sock giving) towels,shirts,caps,money and water belt
7.Anything good for dieting(tea,vinegar,cellulite removers/rollers)
8.Anything good for the skin(lotion/toner/sunscreen)
9.Vegetarian Recipe book
10.hair accessories
Im not expecting any gifts.but since you really wanted to know, well, that's my wish list! :)
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